I decided to delete the post “When the chips are down”. Harry was concerned it was a bit angry. Lou said it was powerful. I think they’re both right. I was angry, and hurt, when I wrote that, and writing it filled me with a sense of power – and if you didn’t get the chance to read it, let that be a lesson to you, check my blog daily! Just kidding!
I guess this is my place to scream, shout, cry and stamp my feet, just as much as it’s my place to affirm my love of my children, promote transgender acceptance and tell people it’s OK to accept the unexpected. But is that the way I want to be seen? Is that the way I want to be; angry, hurt and vengeful?
No. No it’s not. So goodbye. Goodbye angry post. Goodbye rage. Goodbye hurts. I don’t need you. And neither do Izzy, Freddie or Harry.